Aftermath
oh my gawd… i still havent sleep yet… now its almost 3:10pm.. damn damn damn… i was one submission short of the requirements… the assigment required 4 A3 papers but i’ve only submitted 3 A3 butter papers that only half done… aiii… im soo dissapointed at myself.. i dunt wan old history repeat it self… this is a bad beginnig for me.. i need to resolve this problem quickly and improve my attitude b4 its too late.. now its already at a university level… i cant do the same mistakes that i’ve made before… this is bad… hmmm… at shall i do? wat wat wat? arrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh…
now im writing this blog post while eating the macaroni and mashed potatoes i cooked yesterday.. i thought they’ve finished it all last night.. ohh well.. its still is good though… i need to improve these pasta recipes.. but it seems that my stomach does not agree wit me this time… the taste is a little bit bland.. i can only taste abit of the basil herbs that i’ve put in… need some papper… i wonder what i’ll cook next week…pasta is sooo boring… mayb i should try the other stuffs… we’ll c..
it seems that i still hav alot to do for the Uni assigments.. still havent touch the HTD5 yet.. got trough the summary but dats about it… need to type all those words i’ve scribbled trough some butter papper… not sure where i’ve put them… hmmm… feeling abit preassured now, but dats normal part of a student life i guess.. all my house mates are really really hardwerking untill i dunno if i can call it the "kiasu" level… but i can’t really say they are kiasu. they just hardwerking and im just damn lazy i guess… need to change my attitude and need to change it quick!!!! damn i soo hate myself just now while looking at other people’s werk.. i know i can do waaaaay better then all of them if i just put my head into it.. it is soo simple actually.. most of the stuffs i’ve seen just now is eye candy… i guess its mostly my fault for not putting any efford to improve myself…
still hav to change the BTD dats Built Technology in Design for whoever is reading these crap im writing… for me it seems dat the designs (dats mostly done by ting ting and fhai, thanx for my laziness) seems to be too simple… this is another of my fault too… i didnt put any efford to help them in doing this assigment.. and its suppose to be a group assigment!!! arrrghhhh!! another trait dat i again despise in meself… they are such good bunch of people… i must help in doing this assigment in any way dat i can from now on… i was toying with the idea of doing a 3D model for the project and has succeded for few times using the old building design.. but now dat we hav to change the design to something more creative and "fantastic".. its back to the drawing board…
i bet my housemates mostly are sleeping right now coz they stayed very late last nite to finish the DS5 assigment. the last person to go to sleep was ting i guess… she give me the space requirements and sizes of the space b4 she hit the hay… forgot to thank her i guess… they all are very hardwerking bunch of people… but alass i can’t really join them whenever they decided to do mass work together in the living room, for several reasons, one is there’s not much space in dat puny 4people dinner table of ours.. and our werk always consist of A3 papers… how to do leh? aiiiyooo… another reason is dat they always speak either cantonese or mandarin.. and my knowledge of this language is second to none… i can only catch a few phareses at a time and its really frustrating to hear people talking in fornt of and laugh and stuffs but u cant understand one thing wat it is… its like u r there but not really there… my knowledge of these language is the same as my knowledge on how to operate a space ship… off course i can t opererate a friggin space ship!!! arrghhhhhh!!!!…
and while we on the topic of language, its the same case while we are on the Uni.. aiiyoooo almost all the asian people there talk either mandarin or cantonese..this is sooooooooo friggin frustrating man… its enough dat im on a foreign country dat knows squat about malay language, i hav to cope up with these language as well? my gawd!!! it’s rather irritating at times… but its okay for me abit coz sometimes i can catch wat they say, but i’m a bit kesian for mesheilla coz i dunt think she knows much of cantonese. so everytime my housemates talk amogst themself, we are becoming outcasts.. at least im trying to catch few pharses but when i look at sheila, she just shut down her hearing system and pretending she didnt hear anything… coz in a sense its quite true.. i also sometimes cant understand a word they are saying… its not that im restricting them or making them stop speaking their language at all times.. its just dat if we are present at that time, like beside them or in front of them or anywhere withing hearing distance, please lah talk in english.. i dun ask them to talk in malay and i dun ask them to stop talking in cantonese or mandarin. its just when we are near please talk in english so we can understand wat the hell are u guys talking about? wat the hell u guys are laughing about? can’t we all laugh together at the same time? y must u guys laugh first and then after u translate it to us its not funny anymore… i know its not easy to talk english at all times for some of u people but just in front of us please talk english? dats all i ask… aiii…
vic? bro? if u reading this i missed the old days man… i got this friend named victor dats wat chinese people call "banana" his english is soo powerfull and sometimes too philosophical dat even the lecturers dun understand. we used to go to the same coll for our diploma. but he still can speak cantonese fluently and has no problems communicating in cantonese. the thing i respect in him the most is dat although he is speaking in cantonese to other people, lets say he’s talking to one of the juniors in cantonese, if he sees im near, he straight away change the language to english. in mid sentence he straight away change so i can understand wat he is talking. if not after he finished talking in cantonese to dat guy, he’ll quickly tell me wat he’s talking about. he’ll just say "just talking about a house" or "talking about a design" then i acknowledge this information by either ask a question about this design or just nod in comprehension dat wat ever their talking has nothing to do with me. he does not tell me dats its nothing, i really hate that answer man!!!! i fcuking hate the answer "nothing" if u guys are talking, its sure abit something lah, how can it be nthing. to be left out in any conversation dat u can hear and be there is like losing a part of ur day or ur life. the feeling of not knowing anything its just too much. human being are born to be inquisitive. we are born to ask lotsa question and to be "kepoh" in everything.. even if it has nothing to do with us. although u can say like, "yalah, dats victor maaa… its diff.. he’s a ‘banana’ easy for him lah"… like i said b4. i dun ask u to stop talking ur language or ask u to speak english at all times… just asking to speak it whenever we are near.. its call courteous or polite or manners. just look up those words in google if u really dunt know wat they mean…
aiii anough about dat lah… dat topic only made my head want to explode only… lets talk about peole in the Uni… there’s this bronze gurl in the uni… we or i called her bronze gurl becoz..she is bronze!! hehehe.. wat i mean is dat she is soo tanned dat she looked almost like a bronze goddess and she likes to wear either green or turquoise dress. and its usually revealing or enhancing or highlighting her upper breast area or the cleavage or to put it simply, she likes to wear skimpy clothes dat shows her breast and her long beautifull bronzed legs. she is really pretty but quite scary. i also dunno why but i find dat she is quite scary at times. who else i wanna talk about…hmm.. ah, there’s this asian guy name robin. i heard he got a certificate in cutting hair.. maybe he’s a hairdresser b4, i dunno… but there’s this one time he was wearing one of those short sleeved shirts. his armpit hair was jtting out like a porcupine from the shirt.. dats so disgusting man… and there’s this guy at uni also, his nose hair is jutting out also!!! arrghhhh!!! nose hair man!!! its like a beard!! hohohoh.. me damn jahat talk about these people. heheheh.. lets see now.. who else… there’s this gurl called rose. and u know wat? her chinese name is also mean rose!! yeah! no kidding! her chinese name is Mei Kui if im not mistaken… and it means rose! so we just call her rose loh.. and they say her smile is like a charity smile.. hehehe.. i dunno woh.. but i cant argue wit dat also!! hehehe… she got dat type of smile one.. u gotta c to believe it!
hmm.. there’s also this gurl i call the "nod ur head" gurl.. she likes to nod her head.. wheater she understand or not she just like to nod her head… she just keep nodding and nodding untill everytime i saw her i also hav to nod… heheheh…there’s also this small gurl dat i call "small cute little gurl with big bike" no kidding!!! everytime she rides the bicycle, she looked likes a hobbit!! she always hangs out with dat robin guy.. i dun really like him but i also douno y…mayb i dunt know him yet… and there’s this guy who like to wear giordano t shirt if im not mistaken… but the characteristic dat u cant missed with this guy is dat he likes to wear short pants… not just any short pants. its those type where u go to sleep wit them. do u know dat type? the ones dat hav stripes like a pyjama? i never seen him wear any longer then dat b4. he got character. he’s a good guy. and then there’s this guy with the airport forehead… he’s really smart one somemore!!! hohoho.. if u seen his design, u’ll go like "what the ****!!!" and he’s really fast worker also.. he very fast do his werk… hmmm… who else i wanna mention… there’s this siao po i met also… who yesterday also havent sleep coz doing design werk!!! heheheh.. her face is always looked sleepy wheater she is sleepy or not. but she has a great smile. and a nice character. and she likes to play games!!! yay, i got geng edi!!! hehehe..
and there’s this leng chai in our class who ting said really leng chai one. and i can’t argue with her coz this guy has a really chiseled face!!! he’s really lengchai and tall.. almost same height as the bronze gurl methinks.. and he always hang out with the "husky voice gurl".. oooh man, if u hear she talk.. she hav dat kind of husky voice dat has its own character to her own personality… i kinda like her voice but she really has a big nose.. i mean her nose is huge!!! heheh.. not dat big but its bigger then mine… her voice reminds me of phing phing back in malaysia. she has a somewhat husky voise also..im wondering wat she’s doin now.
i think i’ll stop now… next time mayb i’ll write about the lecturers and the tutors… my gawd they are a bunch of weirdos…. oh well dats next time aiight? its already 4:30 now…
Sayonara!!!!
